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You sit there
Your eyes light up
Not from the light from the screen
But from what is displayed on it

You mock me
With your subtle laughter
Your sweet smile

I never had a chance
Did I?

I was never going to amount to anything more
than what I am in your mind now

She was always going to be one step ahead
And how was that fair?

I was there the longest

Enduring your darkest days
and reveling in your happiest moments

Where was she?

Waiting on the sidelines
Looking as though she cheered you on

Was it killing her as much
as it is killing me right now?

Maybe it is a good thing
No longer do I have to sit through those days of unbearable darkness
Oh, but I will miss the cheerful memories

Why the hell am I gone?

Why the hell am I no longer what you need?

Did you outgrow me?

Forget about me?

I saw you just yesterday
and still
it feels as though it's been years

You act as though you don't need me anymore
I guess that means that I should treat you the same

Now you are worth nothing to me

A forgotten memory from my past.
My darkest days
My happiest memories

Goodbye